2010年5月31日星期一

I need u all..

T0day no exam,so dint g0in school,stay at house d0in nth..mummy sick jor,need take care mum..
Suddenly s0 miss B..Ah B nw working..want g0 find her but sked kaocao her..want tell ah b.."I MISS U"
Nw sumetime i at school i will think bek if ah b and madu study v me 2gather ,sure vr gud and happy..nw juz leave me alone..the feeling are nt same...
Sometime i oso will boh song ah b..but i will tell her,wont keep in heart..she will pujuk me ..
Lastime i 0s0 will jealouse she gt ah kiam then dowan me d..but impotant is she hang fuk mah~~haha..juz i simply think geh..
D0no ah B future will go wer leh?Hopefully dnt go s0 far..i will miss her...
Although we nw din awes c each other,but many thing wan shared v her...Madu oso g0in Kl soon,but lucky still hv Jayson take care her,gambathe..
anada,awes ma fan u t00..haha..paiseh...u faz faz go take lisen lar..and b a gud teacher..
I Miss the time schooling v u all..Anyway thx ling,da,zhen~~

面对你们,我不需要假假,不需要戴面具,没有怀疑。。谢谢你们.

2010年5月12日星期三

伪装

我不快乐,我真的不快乐..但我没勇气说出来,常发生了某些事情,我怕得脚都站不稳时,还必须撑强说:没事"..其实很想告诉你们"其实我没有你们想像中那么坚强"!!
我装得很辛苦了,我几时会打电话跟朋友求救,几时会求别人,几时会需要朋友陪..我都能一个人..
就算全世界人都不认同我,我也是过得好好的.我知道上天是不公平的,我接受这一个事实.
当外面的人批评我时,请了解我才判断我..
我只是不懂表达,我不喜欢你们的同情,别伤害我就好,我只是要平凡.
收藏了太多太多的秘密,我很辛苦..
我要装到几时..
如果我有一次机会,那让我任性一次..
只有你懂..