tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82460351572043878652011-10-06T12:21:12.615-07:00sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-45325261733793702042011-07-12T09:15:00.000-07:002011-07-12T09:21:32.761-07:00我看到他的status，我懂他很down..他不开心时，突然我的心就是不舒服。。很想安慰他，关心他，我信息了他，他也冷冷的回我。。我们真的成为了陌生人。。<br />3年的感情说变就变，我痛到放下。。<br />我不想每天都在那边等你电话，等你信息。。<br />我累了。。<br />常迁就你，我也累了。。<br />别在我们分手后才说想我，真的迟了。。<br />今天我突然很不开心，我很辛苦。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-4532526173379370204?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-44846129599770756782011-04-27T06:02:00.000-07:002011-04-27T06:04:47.856-07:00Wat happen between us..speechless..<br />continue?or just put fullstop..i dono...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-4484612959977075678?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-54154152002657510092011-04-04T06:22:00.000-07:002011-04-25T08:52:06.687-07:00Just finsh my dinner with penny they all..such a new frens..they are nice and polite..<br />We keep talking after the dinner for 2 hours..and walk back to the hostel..<br />All of us are come from diffrent place..but still can meet 2gahther..0.0<br />I miss my house..miss my mum..and everything ...But lucky my roommate are nice..hoho..<br />But i will try to overcome all the suffer..i must be independent,i can do it!!<br />I will apreciate everything i have..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-5415415200265751009?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-12903049359617298902011-01-18T04:15:00.000-08:002011-01-18T04:18:31.046-08:00I need some1 listen to me..but dono want to tell who..think myself..haiyo~~~~so siens lar...<br />dono y ..recently awes feel moody..no direction..no plan..<br />wanna leave here..is tired..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-1290304935961729890?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-46284020232910726012010-10-20T17:31:00.000-07:002010-10-20T17:41:56.861-07:00(I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,<br />I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,<br />I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..<br />I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You)<br /><br />A life without scheming,lie will be more better..<br />Still remember what u tell me lastime,<br />I belive all ur promise,i reali belive..<br />At the end,our love is end<br />u leave me alone,even i cry,i hurtmyself,u wont care..<br />U just know how to blame me..<br />I just want a simple life<br /><br />Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart, <br />But nothing hurts me more than you,<br />Because you broke my heart.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-4628402023291072601?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-24995767400940368432010-10-19T01:39:00.000-07:002010-10-19T01:40:12.199-07:00傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗，，<br /><br />　　傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗，，，<br /><br />　　傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下，，，<br /><br />　　傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：<br /><br />　　你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。 <br /><br />　　你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？<br /><br />　　知道我想说什么了吗？ <br /><br />　　这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。<br /><br />　　 <br /><br />　　 　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的． <br /><br />　　那些．都已是记忆． <br /><br />　　缺失并不可怕． <br /><br />　　可怕的．是无法面对． <br /><br />　　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过． <br /><br />　　付出了．他就会像柱子一样扎根在心． <br /><br />　　不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦． <br /><br />　　绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧． <br /><br />　　那里．有你的理想． <br /><br />　　 　　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　开始新的习惯吧． <br /><br />　　习惯．每天一个人生活． <br /><br />　　习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走． <br /><br />　　习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景． <br /><br />　　你逃不掉．逃不掉的． <br /><br />　　那么．就勇敢面对．现实． <br /><br />　　现实是．一切．画上了句点． <br /><br />　　 　　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧． <br /><br />　　这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己． <br /><br />　　这也是你．成长中的你． <br /><br />　　这个你．正在逐渐死去． <br /><br />　　新的你．即将重生． <br /><br />　　寻你的路．你的未来． <br /><br />　　你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠． <br /><br />　　做最好的自己．即使．一个人． <br /><br />　　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　好．好．尽情发泄吧． <br /><br />　　剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式． <br /><br />　　泄完了．就要振作． <br /><br />　　看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道． <br /><br />　　还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式． <br /><br />　　所以．你并不孤独． <br /><br />　　正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福． <br /><br />　　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　别哭．别再哭． <br /><br />　　不值得．真的．不值得了． <br /><br />　　把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受． <br /><br />　　开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇． <br /><br />　　做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢． <br /><br /><br /><br />　　 <br /><br />　　傻孩子． <br /><br />　　生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静． <br /><br />　　别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你． <br /><br />　　你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确． <br /><br />　　现在的生活．不是你想要的． <br /><br />　　为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃． <br /><br />　　给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福． <br /><br />　　 <br /><br />　　现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。 <br /><br />　　当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了。。。。。。。。。。。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />　　好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。 <br /><br />　　そのときは　かのじょう　よろしく<br /><br />　　送给还在坚持的人们，，，，，，，<br /><br />　　有时候放手了，，，，<br /><br />　　可能你就轻松一些了。。。。<br /><br />　　记得要让自己高兴。。。。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-2499576740094036843?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-31988149098413850912010-10-19T01:31:00.000-07:002010-10-19T01:37:24.491-07:00Happen many thing between this few month..Finally i get the answer..<br />3 years between me and u,are finish..<br />I love u,but i love myself more..<br />U make me lost control,make me hurt myself..<br />My tear drop because of u everynight..<br />Waiting ur message,ur calling..<br />I just want ur care,want ur love..<br />I just can stand..but i m tired..<br />You are try to force me..<br />At the end,i can gv up everything..start my new life!<br />Dnt try to control me..u r not the 1..<br />And now i want to tell u,i m freedom<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-3198814909841385091?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-43102279425479560382010-07-12T05:56:00.000-07:002011-04-25T08:53:42.688-07:00Around 12..I and Lisa goin do smth and having lunch..and go bek to her house,we keep chatting ..She 5 pm will sit bus go bek butterworth again lor..<br />Mei mei and Mr.Frog come and fetch me,we go eat at Panorama..Wah,so long din come d..My favourite"Panorama Fried Rice"..xD<br />Then we go sepetang charcoal factory find Ah Hi,and visit his factory..Today i oni know how to make charcoal,So difficult to do it..<br />Then we goin the "Taman paya bakau" c the tree,enjoy the natural environment.woo~~~Relax my mind...<br />Then we go eat the famouse Mee udang..hohoho..so expensive..Rm 11 per bowl..<br />Around 6 smth..we goin bek lor..Sepetang..byebye^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-4310227942547956038?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-3178775008619862512010-07-09T09:26:00.000-07:002010-07-09T09:34:05.341-07:00Today after finish school,waite aunty to fetch me..then send suzanne goin sentral..<br />Then having lunch v aunty..Then goin fetch pei ying,and anada goin Juno..They wanna dye hair..wah~~so jealouse...i cnt dye=(<br />I decide want do rebonding,cos my hair curly for almost 2 years d..quiet boring..wanna change new look...<br />But still thinking..<br />Today listen smth again,but choose nt to care..cos i need to face it everyday..i like to act stupid~~haha<br />Dono how to describe my feeling..so weird..<br />To be continue...<br /><br />Thinking him again..Miss him..<br />Miss his hug..<br />Miss his love..<br />Miss his caring...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-317877500861986251?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-4406299470576602602010-07-08T02:37:00.000-07:002010-07-08T02:49:34.030-07:00我麻木了。。<br />我必须忍多四个月，很快我就会自由。。<br />你一直在原地踏步，而我的心已经被你伤了很多次，只是你没发现。。<br />我对你慢慢淡了，慢慢放下了，<br />我不再那么执作，天真去相信，<br />我是时候醒了，痛得醒了..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-440629947057660260?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-11867155545920786052010-07-06T01:25:00.000-07:002010-10-19T01:54:12.084-07:00I been lazy to explaine..<br />IF u are belive me,nonid i go to explaine..<br />A relation need a word..TRUST<br />U think who u are?<br />U think i will care?<br />Family..fren..even the 1 who sleep beside u..oso will betrayed u..<br />I m not stupid..<br />I know many thing..<br />I just use other way..<br />Dnt try to hurt me anymore..<br />all my scars was open..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-1186715554592078605?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-29909236219999539342010-06-07T21:13:00.001-07:002010-06-07T21:27:01.323-07:00你很狠心。。你的心机让我抖，怕得抖，，阿比告诉我时，我傻了，我知道阿比不会骗我，她说的一切我也知道，只是没想到你让我太失望了，真的太失望了。。<br />我不是没有反抗能力，我只是不想和你追究，幸亏我发现得早，起码我懂得保护自己，你一次又一次让我心痛。<br />我付出了多少精神，心思去让他们接受我，而你把我的梦都毁了，你为了你自己，你很自私很自私。<br />我喜欢做好人？我是首领？我洗她们的脑？我很假？我很奸？我骗她们。。全都是你觉得。。那你能还在我面前做到一百分，那么的美好。。<br />你在等机会，如果你看到我掉泪，你会快乐，那我告诉你，你没有机会和这个能力让我掉泪。<br />这一刀，让我醒了，让我痛了，让我长大了。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-2990923621999953934?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-84447462285137066292010-06-06T01:47:00.000-07:002011-04-25T08:50:58.396-07:00So siens t0day..yesterday overnite in mei mei house,sleep around 3 am,wake up 10:45..haha..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-8444746228513706629?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-31679670337443146202010-05-31T18:43:00.000-07:002010-05-31T18:54:27.905-07:00T0day no exam,so dint g0in school,stay at house d0in nth..mummy sick jor,need take care mum..<br />Suddenly s0 miss B..Ah B nw working..want g0 find her but sked kaocao her..want tell ah b.."I MISS U"<br />Nw sumetime i at school i will think bek if ah b and madu study v me 2gather ,sure vr gud and happy..nw juz leave me alone..the feeling are nt same...<br />Sometime i oso will boh song ah b..but i will tell her,wont keep in heart..she will pujuk me ..<br />Lastime i 0s0 will jealouse she gt ah kiam then dowan me d..but impotant is she hang fuk mah~~haha..juz i simply think geh..<br />D0no ah B future will go wer leh?Hopefully dnt go s0 far..i will miss her...<br />Although we nw din awes c each other,but many thing wan shared v her...Madu oso g0in Kl soon,but lucky still hv Jayson take care her,gambathe..<br />anada,awes ma fan u t00..haha..paiseh...u faz faz go take lisen lar..and b a gud teacher..<br />I Miss the time schooling v u all..Anyway thx ling,da,zhen~~<br /><br />面对你们，我不需要假假，不需要戴面具，没有怀疑。。谢谢你们.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-3167967033744314620?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-62863314211821750892010-05-12T06:34:00.000-07:002010-06-24T22:07:20.500-07:00我不快乐,我真的不快乐..但我没勇气说出来,常发生了某些事情,我怕得脚都站不稳时,还必须撑强说:没事"..其实很想告诉你们"其实我没有你们想像中那么坚强"!!<br />我装得很辛苦了,我几时会打电话跟朋友求救,几时会求别人,几时会需要朋友陪..我都能一个人..<br />就算全世界人都不认同我,我也是过得好好的.我知道上天是不公平的,我接受这一个事实.<br />当外面的人批评我时,请了解我才判断我..<br />我只是不懂表达,我不喜欢你们的同情,别伤害我就好,我只是要平凡.<br />收藏了太多太多的秘密,我很辛苦..<br />我要装到几时..<br />如果我有一次机会,那让我任性一次..<br />只有你懂..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-6286331421182175089?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-58516532598164717692010-04-27T05:23:00.000-07:002011-04-25T08:50:58.415-07:00Yesterday nite..so suprise that honey can attend the party,mayb she know she ill goin penang work soon..although she are sick stii come over here.. <br />Around 5 smth i help them to prepare but i cant help anything at the end..haha...just keep kacao them..Anada act like chef 1..oh no~~ <br />8:00..start our meal..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-5851653259816471769?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-14974111202708214802010-04-26T01:42:00.000-07:002010-04-26T01:52:48.196-07:007:27am i oni reach school.oh shit,i m late...yesterday sms v my didi la,so sleep late..wake up late..=)<br />Today have assembly..so boared..when teacher talking on the stage i keep chatting v suzzanne and poh lui..we tok manything..especially about the pink panther..yii~~<br />Dono y i v suzanne have many thing to chat,i love her so much..she such a good fren who always teach me thing and caring me...muacks..<br />Tonite will goin my bear house having gathering,enjoy chochalate steamboat..wow,so yummy..have grapes,apple,banana and strawberry and ice-cream..thx for preparing frm my anada and xiao yi..<br />Waiting for to9 so that can chat v my beibi ling..but madu zhen nt in..but we will miss her..hope she faster recover...<br />Now faster go bath..wanna hang out lurh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-1497411120270821480?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-91414987263796750012010-04-25T00:09:00.000-07:002010-04-25T00:15:03.615-07:00Queit long din update my blog...<br />Last time when i write blog when i m sad..<br />haha..but nw i will update my blog when i m happy...<br />Today is sunday..A very free day,i can sleep..eat..dream..on 9..<br />Today 'she'know i m cough ,she will take the herbal drink for me..<br />Every time i m not feeling well,she will treat me vr good..dono y..<br />Last time i was sick,she cook porrige 4 me..i feel so touching..So sincere she treat me..<br />U know i am talking about u..My dear...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-9141498726379675001?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-30287047694584554882009-04-29T07:00:00.000-07:002011-04-25T08:50:56.594-07:00从新加玻回来后,我大胆了..渐渐也不怕鬼了..不懂怎么的,或许人比鬼更恐怖..家人对我来说很重要,因为失去而更懂得珍惜..爸爸,妈咪,二姐,弟弟,还有愉雯..<br /> 我学会感恩,我学会满足,我学会体谅..暂时把爱情放最后吧..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-3028704769458455488?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-26792815922905046642009-04-04T04:46:00.000-07:002010-04-27T05:30:08.062-07:00<div> 在新加坡第三天了，以前会认为“我可以一个人生活”很容易，意思说没有男朋友也可以活得很好，其实这句话的意思是指在没有爱情，友情，亲情的环境下生活。。以前会讨厌妈咪　以前会讨厌妈咪从小就要我学坚强，学独立，原来在十年前，妈咪已经在训练我，栽培我，因为我是大姐，不然今天的我是不可能一个人完成任务，谢谢你为我铺路，今天的我不会因为失去某些人而失败，一个人也可以活得很精彩。。前天一到新加玻，我就自己去爸爸家，到了爸爸家楼下，会有点害怕一个人上去，犹豫了很久，但我也是决定了一个人上去，进了电梯，心在抖，但我告诉自己别怕。。　到了七楼，我就走出电梯，向爸爸家走去，我成功踏出第一步了，连自己都不敢相信我做到了，其实有时我会想，鬼不觉恐怖，人更恐怖。。</div><br />爸,我回来了..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-2679281592290504664?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sheafferhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17078951857084472759noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8246035157204387865.post-40616263768193402112007-09-02T08:42:00.000-07:002007-09-02T08:43:53.795-07:001st day write my blog...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8246035157204387865-4061626376819340211?l=sheaffertan.blogspot.com' alt='' 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